The phone calls come at all hours, and lately the voices carry a sharper edge of anxiety. Amin* dutifully answers the calls. With eyes often threatening to spill tears, he assures the caller that he will do all he can… “And I will pray for you,” he adds.
Amin knows the importance of prayer since he, like those he tirelessly helps, is an Iranian refugee. Amin fled Iran over ten years ago. As he examines the last decade as a refugee, he says, “The prayers of believers all over the world have kept me alive… they have been more than a miracle to me.”
Prayer is needed more than ever these days as reports of illegal deportations and refugees dying at the hands of human traffickers have caused panic in the refugee community.
Amin spends his days helping Iranians escape persecution by working in a refugee advocacy group. He takes each rejection with heartache and each success with unbridled joy. His passion however is serving God, which he does tirelessly and often without thanks. It is this passion that causes conflicting emotions in Amin as he sees more Iranians fleeing westward because of Christian persecution. “I used to meet with people who were leaving to find a better life or because of political reasons. These days 98 percent of the Iranian refugees I meet have suffered because of their faith in Jesus.”
Amin goes on to say that he is happy for Iranian Christians as they discover personal freedom but is saddened that his beloved homeland is losing “real” Christians. “America doesn’t need any more Christians-Iran does; it desperately needs real Christians.” Even as Amin discusses the need for Iranian believers to return to dangerous situations, he realizes that God may require him to go home. “Some days I feel like going to the police and saying, ‘I am an illegal refugee, send me back to Iran.’” Amin’s return to Iran would mean certain imprisonment and possibly much worse.
Recently Amin’s pastor called from America. In the course of the conversation, he asked Amin, “How can I pray for you?” After a moment, Amin answered, “Pray for God’s will to be done in my life.” The pastor, who is one of Amin’s closest friends, replied, “That is a dangerous thing to pray for.”
As Amin recounted the conversation, he said, “If I am not in God’s will, it doesn’t matter where I live or what I have.” Besides the calls from needy refugees, Amin has also been receiving threatening calls from people who resent his work and his faith.
Amin is a hunted man without a home who resides comfortably in God’s will.
* name has been changed for security reasons